even if i die (it was worth it for you) ('Vast' Entry)

[claratyler-pond.livejournal.com]

Title: even if i die (it was worth it for you)
Rating: G
Genre: Character study, introspective piece (is that even a thing?)
Word count: 233
Pairing/Characters: Rose Tyler, TARDIS, Bad Wolf, slight Rose/Doctor
Warnings: Spoiler for the episode 'Parting of the Ways'
Summary: She is the Bad Wolf, and she is the Bad Wolf, and they are the Bad Wolf. A short introspective piece (character study) on Rose and the TARDIS and Bad Wolf.

Feel free to ask me about anything that's confusing to you in this fic. Enjoy!

She is the Bad Wolf, and she is the Bad Wolf, and they are the Bad Wolf.

When she looked into Her heart, she only had one thing on her mind - to save her Doctor. And She saw that, and She knew that, and She let her see her Herself fully, they way She has let no one see Herself, not even Her Thief. When she saw Her in all of her eleven-dimensional glory, her brain nearly exploded from over stimulation. But luckily for her, She had taken a liking to her Wolf, for she was Her Wolf from now on and forever, and She saved her. She saved her by pouring all of Herself into her head and hoping, as much as a creature like Her could hope, that Her Wolf could handle it.

And she did.

Her Wolf opened her eyes and saw, she saw beautiful things, terrible things, things that made her want to turn away in fear and run to it in joy at the same time. But more than that, she saw the universe in all of it's vastness and mysteriousness and glory, and she thought to herself, Even if I die, it was worth for this. To know the Universe.

And she walked out of Her doors and saw him, Her Thief, her Doctor, and she thought, Even if I die, it was worth it for him.

I know the title doesn't really pertain to the fic, but, well, I like it. So you guys get to suffer through an irrelevant title. :)

Comments

[gallif-migrant.livejournal.com]

I like it. A good way to get across the weird, alien view of the TARDIS.

One spelling mistake: "they way"--should it be "the way"? Besides that, bravo!

[but_can_i_be_trusted]

Very fascinating!

And I actually think the title is quite relevant. :)

[claratyler-pond.livejournal.com]

Aww, thanks!

[scripsi.livejournal.com]

Actually, I think the title fitted very well. :)

[a-phoenixdragon.livejournal.com]

I love it!! And the title was perfect in my opinion. Gorgeous take on the prompt - and so very, very beautiful!

*HUGS*

[claratyler-pond.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much! *hugs back*

[flowsoffire.livejournal.com]

I like the way you portrayed the TARDIS here, and the way she connected to Rose, the way the latter became the Bad Wolf and everything she felt and perceived then. Well done! :)